what made my weekend:

awesome choir performance
the choir isn't the best choir on earth,
but its not all about being the best, its more than that


the desert fringe
with stand up comedians and amazing bands


privacy and comfort in Helen's house
love the liberty of being on my own
leaving toilet doors open
running around in my knickers
singing and dancing like a mad woman
leaving a pile of dishes in the sink till tmrw morn
haaaaa....
wonder how its gonna be like living with a hubby and 12 kids


weight loss
current weight:
fluctuates btw 67-68 :D
yay :D
tummy is hideous though..
need to exercise!!!


hearing the voices of loved ones:
daddy
mummy
sher mayne




a surprise note from one of the taxi drivers under my door,
wishing me all the best with my search for a car :D
how sweet! :D


a nice hot soak in the bath tub in rose and jasmine
haaaaaa
i'm such a woman
was a good relaxing treat considering the crazy week i had
and the sickening pile of stressful work every single day
i hope things start getting more settled begining april
i thought march would be sensible, but it obviously wasn't yet



test drove a manual car
and found out that i can still maneuver a manual without any dramas
go go amigos!



everybody loved my cracked up mms today
sent my face all around the globe, just for the fun of it :D
and the responses i received..
haha
was double the fun compared to the fun of sending it!




one more week and i'm gonna have to kiss my nokia E71 goodbye.
just when i'm starting to absolutely love it.
huhuhu.
but hm i gues my (*^^!#!^%$ sister would appreciate it more than i would
trust me to use a 3210 nokia in 2020 and not hear me grumble
haha



6 days to adelaide
7 days to daddy, kami and belle
9 days to my graduation
13 days to Wicked in Melbourne

and then i think i'm gonna have a really hard time getting used to being alone here in port augusta again after a week with family and friends in adelaide

it always gets harder the more times we say goodbye, doesn't it
coz you know what its gonna feel like without them loved ones close to you.


i'm gonna be working under Bernard's supervision tmrw
Bearnard is the previous owner of the pharmacy
and i'm so nervous
i'm still the most useless health professional on earth
but i'm getting there.
step by step.


i feel helpless in pharmacy.
but do i regret spending 5 years doing the course?
not even a tiny bit.
coz knowledge is never a waste.
and i know God's plans are always good.
but that burden on my heart is still there.
beyond just pharmacy.
and i will not stop until i fulfill my calling here on earth.
but what do i do next?
where do i go?
i... am not sure.
and that's when we, both u and i need to get on our knees and seek unrelentingly.
and then the answers will be crystal clear.
you'll never be ready for your task unless you walk through the preparation stage.
step by step.



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i am sooooooooooo exhausted
so so so so so exhausted
maybe i should stop doing the extra hours
its not like i'm getting paid
maybe jimmy is right,
its really not worth giving the 150% although u feel so responsible towards the workload
hm
i'll try not to overwork starting tmrw
if i end at 5.30, i'll leave by 5.30
i have a life to live too. which i tend to forget sometimes.