i feel like running away
to a far far away place
just to be on my own
where noone knows me
and start over

just leave everyone and everything behind
just shut the door and start anew
and start fresh

fresh

i want to cry so badly
but while hosting someone at your place,
you can't be in a corner shedding tears of hurt
suck it in,
smile,
make sure she has everything she needs and that she's comfortable.
its not all about you, shaleen.
people around you need your love and support.

fresh

i want to start fresh once more