amazing how my friends watch out for me
one wrong move i make
and they're there staring at me like a hawk
it just takes one to find out and all a sudden a whole network of people are at my back,
making sure i don't stumble

i hate it
that i can't stop doing things which pleasures me now but at the end of the day kills me on the inside
i hate it that they nag me, scream at me, talk sense into me

but i know they are right

at least some people love me enough to hurt my feelings for my own good

sigh why do i alwz get myself into trouble!!!!

Holy Spirit, help me!

i pray for self control!
GET OUT OF MY HEAD YOU DEVIL!
YOU AND ALL YOUR LIES!!!
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!