every night when its too hot,
and i end up lying in bed awake for hours,
i spent a lot of time thinking and reflecting over lots of things.
let me share some of my thoughts with you.
1. while we call "no internet" or "not enough clothes" an issue, some people have REAL problems. no food. no water. no shoes for their feet. dying from diseases.
people are fighting to survive out there.
and here we are fighting to fit into the "happening" group.
and gosh the amout of winging we do about NOTHING!
apparently we have problems.
hm.
2. if you're struggling with lust and pornography now, and you can't even control your thoughts while you're single and on your own, do you actually think your plan to quit all that once you're married and settled down with kids and a family is actually going to work?
hm.
3. maybe Ps Dinesh was right. girls and guys really cannot be just "best friends" without any dramas. i alwz debated with him that he was wrong, and that i was possible! coz i had Matt for like 9 years now, and we've been fine. but then again, when i looked back at ALL the other "best friends" i made along the way who were guys, i realised that they all got complicated, and eventually they do what they do best, leave. he's just my bestest bestest best friend?
hm.
4. why do people deliberately hurt the people who matter the most to them, and treat other acquaintances better?people like family and other loved ones. why not spend time with them and open up to them like they do with others? don't they realise that saving face or ego really isn't worth the tension created and the hurt caused by harsh words and insensible behaviour? arrogance makes you feel like you're the smartest and most powerful person in your circle?
hm.
just some thoughts.
sorry if i've offended anyone.
***
yes, i'm still meant to write about my awesome weekend!
look forward to that, coz its gonna be bananas!
ps: i'll be heading down to adelaide tmrw :)
very very pleased.
gonna do lots of shopping,
catch up with lots of people,
and also have a ball at our company dinner on Saturday night with my colleagues!
apparently its gonna be cooler over the weekend,
and cooler = 38 degrees.
lol, now that's cool.
let's see how long this heatwave will be this year.
will it break last year's record?
i reckon it's gonna smash it easily.
that's all for now,
love u all and miss u all the time,
shaleen in 45 degree port augusta.
and i end up lying in bed awake for hours,
i spent a lot of time thinking and reflecting over lots of things.
let me share some of my thoughts with you.
1. while we call "no internet" or "not enough clothes" an issue, some people have REAL problems. no food. no water. no shoes for their feet. dying from diseases.
people are fighting to survive out there.
and here we are fighting to fit into the "happening" group.
and gosh the amout of winging we do about NOTHING!
apparently we have problems.
hm.
2. if you're struggling with lust and pornography now, and you can't even control your thoughts while you're single and on your own, do you actually think your plan to quit all that once you're married and settled down with kids and a family is actually going to work?
hm.
3. maybe Ps Dinesh was right. girls and guys really cannot be just "best friends" without any dramas. i alwz debated with him that he was wrong, and that i was possible! coz i had Matt for like 9 years now, and we've been fine. but then again, when i looked back at ALL the other "best friends" i made along the way who were guys, i realised that they all got complicated, and eventually they do what they do best, leave. he's just my bestest bestest best friend?
hm.
4. why do people deliberately hurt the people who matter the most to them, and treat other acquaintances better?people like family and other loved ones. why not spend time with them and open up to them like they do with others? don't they realise that saving face or ego really isn't worth the tension created and the hurt caused by harsh words and insensible behaviour? arrogance makes you feel like you're the smartest and most powerful person in your circle?
hm.
just some thoughts.
sorry if i've offended anyone.
***
yes, i'm still meant to write about my awesome weekend!
look forward to that, coz its gonna be bananas!
ps: i'll be heading down to adelaide tmrw :)
very very pleased.
gonna do lots of shopping,
catch up with lots of people,
and also have a ball at our company dinner on Saturday night with my colleagues!
apparently its gonna be cooler over the weekend,
and cooler = 38 degrees.
lol, now that's cool.
let's see how long this heatwave will be this year.
will it break last year's record?
i reckon it's gonna smash it easily.
that's all for now,
love u all and miss u all the time,
shaleen in 45 degree port augusta.
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