tyrande's gone...

tyrande just died
just a couple of days ago i was holding him in my arms
and he followed me everywhere i went
guess he missed me when i was away

seriously, who blogs right after their precious cat passes away??
i don't know
but i just feel so so so so upset!!
i saw him suffer, heard him cry, tried to force him to drink so he wouldn't die
and when daddy came home, tyrande started crying so much louder
and panting harder
and getting weaker by the minute
i was so scared!!

how did this happen then?
its so sudden!!!!!
mt whole family just cried a pool of tears
seeing mum and dad cry really showed how much they loved that naughty and lovable cat

i can still hear him crying in my head

was he in pain??
i don't know!!!
i'm so upset!!!
i can't even stop crying!!

i feel so alone right now...

:'(