annoyed

shaleeni is very upset and disappointed with somebody right now.
but she can't tell anyone or send out any vibes which may show how upset she is.
since she can't and doesn't wanna complain or grumble about that somebody to somebody else,
why not blog? :)
perhaps she needs a blog which nobody reads.
just something(literally) to rant to.
at least that way, its still sorta kept to myself.
as though i never grumbled at all!!!

argh, jayamani's daughter,
she needs to quit lying to herself.

maybe she's being oversensitive.
maybe she's expecting a lil too much.
maybe she's in her own little world.
maybe she's just being plain selfish!
whatever it is, its killing her inside.
and she has to deal with it,
before it eats not only thru her heart,
but thru that somebody's heart too.

ARRRRGGGHHH!!!
how can you be soooooooooooooo URGH!!!!!
soooo gerrrraammmm!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just don't get it!!
i don't think i'll EVER understand what's going thru your head!
i try, again and again,
yet at times i just DON'T GET IT!
like NOW!

NO, I'M NOT PMS-ing
its just one of those days where i feel like whining.