Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl


*smiles*
why am i allllwwwaaaayyysss madly in love.

and why do i always deny it.

and i wonder why i lose out all the time.

maybe its time to give up current fantasies that are clearly heading into nothing but destruction.

if i'm gonna be needing to try so hard and carry such burdens,
its clearly saying its not meant to be.
maybe i'm just not listening.

but beneath all the chaos and confusion,
deep in my heart i feel peace knowing and so convinced that my true prince will come.

and i won't even have to try.

so sit back and enjoy the ride :)

i love life.

its just, beautiful :)