drastic changes in weather

+

overworking everyday

+

emotional insanity

+

convenience food instead of healthy food

+

constant lack of sleep

+

dehydration

=

the breakdown of Shaleen's physical body although the mind is still going strong

=

Shaleeni is burning up with a nasty fever, dizzy as ever, sickly nauseous and has a headache that's threatening to smash her brains to pieces.


took me 30 minutes to get home on my bike today instead of the usual 15 minutes.

tonight i should rest.

can't afford to be sick tmrw and not go to work.

there's too much work to complete.

and poor Helen will die without my help.

also, i can't be all sickly when Lilian arrives tmrw.

love,

Shaleen