the last 4 days

so much to do with so little time

i can't believe i'm going back there in 4 days!

Only God knows when i'll get to come back next.

I've even only bought a one way ticket this time.

urgh

even the thought of it makes me sick in the stomach.

well, there's no turning back i guess..

and like it or not,

the truth is that the moment i get my PR,

there's no way i'm gonna be settling down here in Malaysia in the next 5 years or so at least.

five.

such a harsh number.

will i ever lose my affection towards home like many others do after a certain number of years in a foreign country?

what if i do?

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step by step Shaleen.

lets get through this phase first.

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ps: pharmers, i've FINALLY dyed my hair. and i'm hating it. heh.