so its been a while.

why?

because i have better things to do now than sit here and blog LOL.

so here's to yet another point form update:

Got another Malaysia girl in town for the month, Sharon, from uni.
Knew her since SIT, so its great fun.

I'm signing up for curves, because its getting too dark to run outdoors these days.

Jaws died.
Maybe I'm not a very good carer.

Looking after Helen's dogs again this week.
Lost them again last night, but managed to find them despite the dark.

Work is getting better.
Less dispensing mistakes,
and more confident and independent.
Still got lots to learn though.

Sudden exponential influx of men.
Like men, not boys. MEN.

Bought my car.
Very very pleased.
Time to start repaying my bank loan.

Got my medicare sorted out as well.
Looking out for car and health insurance now,
and speaking of medicare, i really should get my Gardasil jab before since we can get it free for now.

2 weeks before i go to Adelaide.
I'm very very excited.

Too lazy to write any more, got heaps of work to do.

Will write more soon, hopefully.

Love you all,
Shaleen.

The loneliest weekend

i miss everyone more and more each time i go back to Adelaide
it just gets worse after every trip
:(

i wanna go back, back to everyone i love
and back to everyone who loves me too
:'(

belllleeeee :( :( :(
i didn't get enough of you although we spent almost everyday of your stay together
you always always always always make me cry!
*pout*
i miss you so so so terribly
:(

hold me sweet Jesus,
i feel so alone.
But i know i'm not.
I know You're here with me.
There's nothing You and I cannot handle together.

Come on Shaleen, you've got the creator of the universe on your side.
You shine with His glory :)

Hallelujah.

on a happy note, i studied really well today :)
study buddy Jolene and I are back to our old '3o minute block' routine
:)
Good to push each other to keep going although we're so far away from each other now.
Love you little monkey :)

ps: Study well 4th year pharmers, it'll be over soon.
:)

OMGOODNESS! SHE BUTCHERED HER HAIR!

no, i did not chop my head off either, in case you were wondering.
Just had to show you my grad dress.
Yes, the one which i had been going on and on about.
And yes, the one i paid @()(#@!&*$^@!*&^#!(*! for...

Anywaaaayyyy....
pics!
;D

and oh,
the pics of the baby wallaby that was at the pharmacy the other day..
look!
how cuuuuteeeeee :D :D :D

sorry peeps,
i'm just toooooooooo lazy to write proper posts these days.

anyway,
i'm back to work!

and in case nobody noticed, i had 6 inches of my precious long locks cut off for my grad!
i'm surprised that i actually like my new haircut :D

i finally bought my latest pet:
a cute little goldfish named JAWS!
hahaha
should buy another one to keep little Jaws company

Cleaned up the house and the fridge and washed two weeks worth of laundry!
ooh!

My bank loan got approved.
Not very smart of me to have taken the loan at such a high interest rate.
but well like daddy said,
this is my first lesson in practical financing.
which is true.
i'm starting to learn all this now :)

I went jogging too!
felt sooooooooooooooo good
but gosh my legs are so weak now that going up a tiny slope is just pure agony!
and only after two days of jogging,
cranky old injured ankle decides to winge.
now its all strapped up again.
better stop hurting FAST, coz i wanna run regularly now.
If only there was an indoor pool,
at least i can swim instead of run then.
maybe i should sign up for the city to bay run again this year down in adelaide :)

We were so flat out on thursday at the pharmacy that we couldn't get our stock order in on time
which means we're gonna be in BIG trouble coz we're SOOOOO out of stock for tues.
I better make sure i get the order in on tuesday early so that everything comes in on wednesday.

Feeling a little lonely this weekend.
Port Augusta is heaps nice.
The people are extremely nice too.
but i still can't seem to make any friends who are in my age bracket who have similar interests as well.
slowly i suppose.

can't wait to go to church tomorrow.
:)

1 month left till i go back to Adelaide,
and 7 weeks till i FLY HOME HOME HOME!
:D :D :D

love u all,
Shaleen

ps: for those who have confessed their addiction to my playlist, and visit this blog merely to listen to the songs ( and not read about me..*sigh*) i've added something new for u :)

*blows kisses*

car on its way

long weekend

gorgeous haircut

whole house to myself

started studying

exciting new friendships sprouting

new pet

one hour long telephone conversations

who wouldn't be on cloud 9?

too lazy to write today

love u all,
Shaleen

thank you jon

for always believing in me

and reminding me of who i am

i cherish you

:)

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl:

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl:

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl


*smiles*
why am i allllwwwaaaayyysss madly in love.

and why do i always deny it.

and i wonder why i lose out all the time.

maybe its time to give up current fantasies that are clearly heading into nothing but destruction.

if i'm gonna be needing to try so hard and carry such burdens,
its clearly saying its not meant to be.
maybe i'm just not listening.

but beneath all the chaos and confusion,
deep in my heart i feel peace knowing and so convinced that my true prince will come.

and i won't even have to try.

so sit back and enjoy the ride :)

i love life.

its just, beautiful :)